Friday, April 03, 2009
lonely? me? maybe...
just a random thought. don't bother wasting your time by reading it if you don't really care 'bout me or if you ain't close to me.
so yah, wanted to go out today, but as much as i kept thinking 'bout it, i dunno who to go out with. being the sort that like to go out with a close friend, alone, i.e. 1 on 1, and i was stunned for quite a while, cos there ain't many friends whom i actually hang out with, much less those i hang out on a regular basis. there's just so few. at the most, a handful. really got me thinking, am i so lonely? so physically lonely? is that the reason why pple say i appear to be overly clingy to certain friends, simply cos i hang out with ONLY them? i dunno.
well, pple i love to hang out with include her, her, her, him and him. that's probably all. for most others, i go out with them in small group basis, but i'll normally just keep quiet, don't i? ever wondered why? well....................................................................... i'm not saying it here. ask me if you wanna know. but yah, i really do feel lonely often, and i wonder why...
so yah, wanted to go out today, but as much as i kept thinking 'bout it, i dunno who to go out with. being the sort that like to go out with a close friend, alone, i.e. 1 on 1, and i was stunned for quite a while, cos there ain't many friends whom i actually hang out with, much less those i hang out on a regular basis. there's just so few. at the most, a handful. really got me thinking, am i so lonely? so physically lonely? is that the reason why pple say i appear to be overly clingy to certain friends, simply cos i hang out with ONLY them? i dunno.
well, pple i love to hang out with include her, her, her, him and him. that's probably all. for most others, i go out with them in small group basis, but i'll normally just keep quiet, don't i? ever wondered why? well....................................................................... i'm not saying it here. ask me if you wanna know. but yah, i really do feel lonely often, and i wonder why...
# posted by babyflyaway// @ 11:01 PM 
