Monday, December 08, 2008
italy
what's with me and italy? i dunno... i just love pasta a lot... (: [or maybe, it's a secret for me to know, and for you to find out... =P]
anyways, i'm not gonna blog 'bout the country italy nor the great pasta which comes from there...
well, i've been thinking a lot recently... (due to the overwhelming free time i have, i actually have so much time to keep on thinking and thinking... hahaha... believe it or not, i can shower as much as 5 times a day...) and well, i thought i'd just "pen" some of these thoughts down over here...
1) what's the difference between loving somebody and being in love with somebody? how do you differentiate if you love somebody or if you're in love with somebody?
2) how close can you befriend somebody before you get hurt cos that somebody has SOMEBODY else? your male friends will eventually find a wife and your female friends will eventually find a husband. so what happens when all these (close) friends go their ways and you're left all alone?
3) what happens if a person you are in love with ends up with somebody else just before you can express your love to him / her? - 2 scenarios... firstly, if the person is just an acquaintance of yours; secondly, if the person is really a close friend of yours.
btw, these are just random thoughts... i have so many that i'm just typing what i can grasp first.
4) what happens when you suddenly realise that the path you're taking might not be the right path for you? what will you do when the plans you make suddenly becomes a piece of scrap? how would you feel seeing something you put so much effort into go to waste?
5) what happens when the resource you had most becomes the resource you have least? what happens when what you could once give freely becomes something really sacred / rare?
6) how do you face a fear you never knew you had?
7) how do you sacrifice something and not feel the pain of the sacrifice? (kinda oxymoronic, don't you think so?) are your sacrifices sincere? are you expecting something in return for the sacrifices made?
8) is losing your security in something / somebody a good or bad thing? then again, is being reliant in something / on somebody a good or bad thing?
9) are you secure? are you stable? how secure / stable do you think you are? how secure / stable do you think you will be when everything around you seems to be opposing you / crashing down?
10) what do you do when all your thoughts become a burden and they start tearing you down? and all you can do, is pray? how would you feel? worse still, how would you feel when after praying, God seems so silent and suddenly, things turn out worse? (not saying that God's not speaking; maybe you're the one not listening)
well, i'll just leave these 10 thoughts here... there's so much more, but i can't seem to put them in words... feeling so mixed right now... i don't know what else to say.
anyways, i'm not gonna blog 'bout the country italy nor the great pasta which comes from there...
well, i've been thinking a lot recently... (due to the overwhelming free time i have, i actually have so much time to keep on thinking and thinking... hahaha... believe it or not, i can shower as much as 5 times a day...) and well, i thought i'd just "pen" some of these thoughts down over here...
1) what's the difference between loving somebody and being in love with somebody? how do you differentiate if you love somebody or if you're in love with somebody?
2) how close can you befriend somebody before you get hurt cos that somebody has SOMEBODY else? your male friends will eventually find a wife and your female friends will eventually find a husband. so what happens when all these (close) friends go their ways and you're left all alone?
3) what happens if a person you are in love with ends up with somebody else just before you can express your love to him / her? - 2 scenarios... firstly, if the person is just an acquaintance of yours; secondly, if the person is really a close friend of yours.
btw, these are just random thoughts... i have so many that i'm just typing what i can grasp first.
4) what happens when you suddenly realise that the path you're taking might not be the right path for you? what will you do when the plans you make suddenly becomes a piece of scrap? how would you feel seeing something you put so much effort into go to waste?
5) what happens when the resource you had most becomes the resource you have least? what happens when what you could once give freely becomes something really sacred / rare?
6) how do you face a fear you never knew you had?
7) how do you sacrifice something and not feel the pain of the sacrifice? (kinda oxymoronic, don't you think so?) are your sacrifices sincere? are you expecting something in return for the sacrifices made?
8) is losing your security in something / somebody a good or bad thing? then again, is being reliant in something / on somebody a good or bad thing?
9) are you secure? are you stable? how secure / stable do you think you are? how secure / stable do you think you will be when everything around you seems to be opposing you / crashing down?
10) what do you do when all your thoughts become a burden and they start tearing you down? and all you can do, is pray? how would you feel? worse still, how would you feel when after praying, God seems so silent and suddenly, things turn out worse? (not saying that God's not speaking; maybe you're the one not listening)
well, i'll just leave these 10 thoughts here... there's so much more, but i can't seem to put them in words... feeling so mixed right now... i don't know what else to say.
# posted by babyflyaway// @ 11:03 PM 
