I make You the Centre Of My Life...

life hasn't exactly been smooth... lots of ups and downs; turns and twists...... more downs, actually... haha. i've always wondered if i was meant to be a diver or not, and i still can't hear any answer... maybe it's cos i've stuffed my ears with my own thoughts and feelings and emotions... and well, honestly, i can't carry on like that anymore. else, i'll just burn out and things will really get out of hand by then... there really isn't any other word to describe life now other than the word "tough".

physically tough, mentally tough, emotionally tough, spiritually tough..............

it's not something i can handle on my own... i really Really REALLY wanna quit and give up. i don't know how much longer i can take it, but this week's gonna be the last week of BMT, so after that, we'll see how... only God holds the answers to my questions... and i've to wait to find out His plans for me...

so till then, chao

ps, i really wish i could just spend more time with my bestfriend... be it online (on msn), on the phone, face to face... i just miss my bestfriend so much. it seems like so long ago since i had a proper face to face conversation with my bestfriend... those were the good old days...