Thursday, July 05, 2007
Crying...
Will the tears wash away all your problems?
well, the answer is no. but don't get me wrong... crying (to a certain extent) is good... helps you release your emotions. haha.
well, recently, i've been very busy. serving for Played Out, Reality Bites. Training was very packed... so packed that i practically didn't spend time with my family on my birthday! haha...
my birthday... woke up, went to school, from school, rushed to church, then when we just started, the TANGS CALLED!!! FROM PERTH!! thanks gals! =) it was very sweet of you gals to call me.. haha... really brightened the day (or night, since it was at 7 plus) for me... so yeah, after the practice, i was supposed to go for supper, cos i forgot to eat my lunch and skipped my dinner... :p but sadly, nobody was up for supper, so i rushed to meet my bro and go a ride from my dad home. well, reached home, and they sung me a birthday song, and i didn't stay for the celebration for long... rushed to the comp to do my school work as it was due midnight. so yeah... and i told my mum i was hungry, so i ate 1 third the cake myself... haha... and was still hungry, but lazy to cook anything. so i just kept drinking water. :p
well, then thursday, 28 june, i skipped school... firstly, to run personal errands which i've delayed for over a month and kinda got my mum upset, so yah, spend the whole morning doing the banking stuff... then by afternoon, i was rushing my FYP report, then by 4, i left the house for practice once again... burnt my whole night...
friday was a long long day... but i must say, i enjoyed supper. thanks for the company, mad, brandon and nic! it was great time with you folks.
then sunday came... and not long after, monday, which after school, my supervisor called my FYP team for a meeting... she explained to us ALL the mistakes in our reports and asked us to redo... BTW, due date was wed... so what did we do? we decided to skip school on tuesday to do the report together! haha...
so tuesday, woke up in the morning, went to yishun MRT where my friend picked me up before picking the girls up. had breakfast at macs (it has been a long time) then went to school library... so well, we sat at the library from 10am straight till 4pm. we didn't leave our seats. 6 hours of typing and we weren't even halfway through yet... then rushed up to classroom for test... which i kinda slept through cos i was so so tired... i submitted early and went back to the library to continue on the FYP report... after an hour, i couldn't take it any longer... so i packed and went home... took a power nap, and then woke up and continued through the night... BTW, did i mention that 2 third of SAS year 3 ponned school to do their FYP reports too? haha... cool, eh?
wednesday was my off day, so i woke up at like... 9am? or so, then went straight to the comp and continued my FYP report... so i sat there and just kept typing till 1pm... i felt like i had no life lah... then i went to eat, came back, did minor changes and just submitted cos it got on my nerves and i couldn't care much about it anymore... everybody went crazy... so i submitted and went for a swim to destress.... i tell you, i was really burning in the sun.. haha... then i went home, showered, and then, it hit me...
IT being everything that i've put one side for the time being... you see, i was so caught up in my FYP report that i couldn't be bothered with anything else already... even my TAWG was rushed through... as much as i hated, i needed the time. (sorry God.) and yah, when i got the report over and done with, i realised how so many things have been happening around me, and even to me... i shan't elaborate, but it just made me wanna cry so badly that day...
well, night came, i had dinner, and my throat was just hurting... told my mum, she forced me to see the doctor... bleahs... well, it's a good thing at least, cos it has been hurting for a week over and i've been coughing blood every morning when i wake up. haha... so i went to see the doc and he gave me the weirdest medicine i've ever seen!! they're basically tablets, but they look like mini-M&Ms and they're ALL ORANGE!!! like BRIGHT ORANGE!! well, took 2 tablets that night, and they tasted SWEET!! YAH, SWEET!!! but couldn't bite. they were hard, REAL hard. so i drank water and swallowed them... but the weirdest of all is.... these tablets are called... ASCORBIC ACID!!! WHOOTS!!! acid for my medication! first of its kind... haha... so cool...(oh oh, BTW, it's nothing big... ascorbic acid is the chemical name for vitaminC... HAHA... but Ascorbic acid sounds so much cooler! hahaha)
oh well, at least the report's done... BUT, need to do the poster now, and soon, it's presentation time, INDIVIDUAL presentation... well, in case you wanna know, it DOES kill...
IF ONLY, tears could wash away all our problems... won't life be so much easier? but, then again, where's the fun in living life when there's no problem? -get the picture?-
well, the answer is no. but don't get me wrong... crying (to a certain extent) is good... helps you release your emotions. haha.
well, recently, i've been very busy. serving for Played Out, Reality Bites. Training was very packed... so packed that i practically didn't spend time with my family on my birthday! haha...
my birthday... woke up, went to school, from school, rushed to church, then when we just started, the TANGS CALLED!!! FROM PERTH!! thanks gals! =) it was very sweet of you gals to call me.. haha... really brightened the day (or night, since it was at 7 plus) for me... so yeah, after the practice, i was supposed to go for supper, cos i forgot to eat my lunch and skipped my dinner... :p but sadly, nobody was up for supper, so i rushed to meet my bro and go a ride from my dad home. well, reached home, and they sung me a birthday song, and i didn't stay for the celebration for long... rushed to the comp to do my school work as it was due midnight. so yeah... and i told my mum i was hungry, so i ate 1 third the cake myself... haha... and was still hungry, but lazy to cook anything. so i just kept drinking water. :p
well, then thursday, 28 june, i skipped school... firstly, to run personal errands which i've delayed for over a month and kinda got my mum upset, so yah, spend the whole morning doing the banking stuff... then by afternoon, i was rushing my FYP report, then by 4, i left the house for practice once again... burnt my whole night...
friday was a long long day... but i must say, i enjoyed supper. thanks for the company, mad, brandon and nic! it was great time with you folks.
then sunday came... and not long after, monday, which after school, my supervisor called my FYP team for a meeting... she explained to us ALL the mistakes in our reports and asked us to redo... BTW, due date was wed... so what did we do? we decided to skip school on tuesday to do the report together! haha...
so tuesday, woke up in the morning, went to yishun MRT where my friend picked me up before picking the girls up. had breakfast at macs (it has been a long time) then went to school library... so well, we sat at the library from 10am straight till 4pm. we didn't leave our seats. 6 hours of typing and we weren't even halfway through yet... then rushed up to classroom for test... which i kinda slept through cos i was so so tired... i submitted early and went back to the library to continue on the FYP report... after an hour, i couldn't take it any longer... so i packed and went home... took a power nap, and then woke up and continued through the night... BTW, did i mention that 2 third of SAS year 3 ponned school to do their FYP reports too? haha... cool, eh?
wednesday was my off day, so i woke up at like... 9am? or so, then went straight to the comp and continued my FYP report... so i sat there and just kept typing till 1pm... i felt like i had no life lah... then i went to eat, came back, did minor changes and just submitted cos it got on my nerves and i couldn't care much about it anymore... everybody went crazy... so i submitted and went for a swim to destress.... i tell you, i was really burning in the sun.. haha... then i went home, showered, and then, it hit me...
IT being everything that i've put one side for the time being... you see, i was so caught up in my FYP report that i couldn't be bothered with anything else already... even my TAWG was rushed through... as much as i hated, i needed the time. (sorry God.) and yah, when i got the report over and done with, i realised how so many things have been happening around me, and even to me... i shan't elaborate, but it just made me wanna cry so badly that day...
well, night came, i had dinner, and my throat was just hurting... told my mum, she forced me to see the doctor... bleahs... well, it's a good thing at least, cos it has been hurting for a week over and i've been coughing blood every morning when i wake up. haha... so i went to see the doc and he gave me the weirdest medicine i've ever seen!! they're basically tablets, but they look like mini-M&Ms and they're ALL ORANGE!!! like BRIGHT ORANGE!! well, took 2 tablets that night, and they tasted SWEET!! YAH, SWEET!!! but couldn't bite. they were hard, REAL hard. so i drank water and swallowed them... but the weirdest of all is.... these tablets are called... ASCORBIC ACID!!! WHOOTS!!! acid for my medication! first of its kind... haha... so cool...(oh oh, BTW, it's nothing big... ascorbic acid is the chemical name for vitaminC... HAHA... but Ascorbic acid sounds so much cooler! hahaha)
oh well, at least the report's done... BUT, need to do the poster now, and soon, it's presentation time, INDIVIDUAL presentation... well, in case you wanna know, it DOES kill...
IF ONLY, tears could wash away all our problems... won't life be so much easier? but, then again, where's the fun in living life when there's no problem? -get the picture?-
# posted by babyflyaway// @ 10:34 PM 
