Monday, April 03, 2006
burnout
i can finally rest in peace... just been troubled over the period of the previous 2 weeks... finally gotten over them... but i'm turning nocturnal again... hate it when that happens... cos it just means that i wouldn't get enough sleep and tire out easily during the day time... even got scolded by my mum for not getting enough sleep... haha... oh yes, and i finally deactivated the alarm that rings every morning at 1am!!! haha... all this time, i didn't know that it was that alarm clock... i thought it was one of my brother's watches, so if i slept early, i would wake up at 1.03am, which is the exact time the alarm rings and then, i can't sleep anymore... hahaha... so i finally went to find out which one it was and turns out to be the alarm clock... which nobody knows how to operate... lol... so yupp, with the alarm clock out of the way of destroying my precious sleep, i'm now nocturnal... haha... been sleeping for a couple of hours a day... but i'm still surviving... maybe once in a while, my brain gets "short-circuited" and i can't think straight... haha... just like on saturday night... once i reached home at about 10 plus, i had to lean on the wall to walk around the house... i put my stuff down and took a shower, went to the living hall, sat on the chair, and low and behold, i fell asleep... haha... and i didn't intend to!!! so anyways, my parents came out and turned the lights off, then i woke up once i heard the 'click'... haha... then i went online and chatted with friends... well, let's just say that the 'wires' in my brain was connected wrongly... i dunno why, i even forgot that there was 3 steps between the living hall and the dining area... so i missed all the steps when going down and i kicked the lowest step when trying to go up... *ouch* (actually, it's my fault... i decided to walk around in the dark... save electricity... hahaha...) other than that, i can't rmb what happened that night... i slept early though... about 2am... woke up this morning at about 4am... can't rmb why... then i walked ard the house... until i got tired then i continued my sleep at 5am and woke up at 7am when my family started to wake up to get ready to go to church... and somehow, i dunno how, the next thing i remembered, i woke up again, home alone... so i just went to my study table, spent TAWG then i went online while listening to michael w. smith... such a nice atmosphere... just loved it... then after that, i proceeded to church to meet my family... then we went lunch at..... waffletown before heading home... and yes, it's sunday, rest day for the family, not for me, though... did some admin stuff while my whole family had a good nap from 3pm to 6pm... was the only one awake... haha... oh, and i forgot to eat dinner.... no wonder i'm hungry... ok, i shall stop ranting here and go eat my dinner...
God bless... =)
God bless... =)
# posted by babyflyaway// @ 12:23 AM 
