Saturday, December 31, 2005
memories of 2005...
whoa... time does fly... in just a blink of an eye, we're steping into a New Year again, 2006!! thinking back, i thank God for the different events that took place in my life this year... just soooo many wonderful things... 2005 has really been the year that impacted my life most!! opening up to friends is something that has made this year even more memorable... i rmb in the past, i never did open my life, my feelings, my thoughts, blah blah blah to anybody... but this year, it feels so good not to bottle anymore things... in fact, i think i even released most of those burdens to Him already, with the help of friends and youths of course... =) thanks everybody!!!
one of those burden was the fact that i wanted to get into a JC real badly, but a friend spoke to me about it, somewhere in march, i think, but her words would constantly ring in my head... and i realised that the only reason why i wanted to go into JC was because i was proud... i wanted to "save face", be known as the "smarter ones".... i was influenced by peer pressure, hence my ridiculous thinkings... but when i got into poly... like RP, i faced people whom i actually looked down upon, but it was a time when i had to get my mind-set straightened out... it took me quite a couple of months to realise that poly isn't that bad and that i know that i would cope in JC lah... lol... but yah... so hence my decision to stay in RP... YEAH!!! anyway, spend so much money already on the poly studies... going bankrupt soon lah...
anyways, yah, 2005 has been a memorable year for me and i thank everybody that has made it possible... all my friends, leaders, youth, pastors, god-brothers, god-sisters and of course, my family!!! =)
one of those burden was the fact that i wanted to get into a JC real badly, but a friend spoke to me about it, somewhere in march, i think, but her words would constantly ring in my head... and i realised that the only reason why i wanted to go into JC was because i was proud... i wanted to "save face", be known as the "smarter ones".... i was influenced by peer pressure, hence my ridiculous thinkings... but when i got into poly... like RP, i faced people whom i actually looked down upon, but it was a time when i had to get my mind-set straightened out... it took me quite a couple of months to realise that poly isn't that bad and that i know that i would cope in JC lah... lol... but yah... so hence my decision to stay in RP... YEAH!!! anyway, spend so much money already on the poly studies... going bankrupt soon lah...
anyways, yah, 2005 has been a memorable year for me and i thank everybody that has made it possible... all my friends, leaders, youth, pastors, god-brothers, god-sisters and of course, my family!!! =)
# posted by babyflyaway// @ 1:39 AM 
