I make You the Centre Of My Life...

woah............................ it's been a long day man....................................... firstly, i went to the practice today for EDGE.......................... yah, it was the tech-run, so i had to help carry walls from the basement to the audi on the 4th floor................................... was kinda tricky the first time, dunno if the wall would be able to go up the narrow stairway....................... after that, i helped to set up the walls, which we stopped halfway for prayer.....................yup, we had a powerful time of prayer for the event.......................yah.................. then, i also took photos for the props and for deco. it was interesting but a rush though...........................anyway, have to go print it out asap............................ only have less than a week to the actual event from now..........................................


at about 1645, i hitched a ride from a friend to the airport to see josh off................................................ have known him for like more than half a decade............................. used to be very close friends when we were younger, but after we got into Youth, i never really kept in touch with him and yah, our friendship went into a standstill (or worse still, a drop).................................... i didn't really talk to him ever since we got into Youth, in fact, i dun really talk to anyone since i got into youth, well, some says that i'm shy..................... but i dun even know why myself............................................ anyway, most of the time, i would only say "hi" to josh, but i never took some time to talk to him............................................. yah, at the airport, i had mixed thoughts...................... i really dunno how to put it, but it is as though i know him, and yet i dun really know him at all...................... and through it all, i just dunno what to say........................... i was filled with thoughts and it was like i needed to catch up with him some time, but he was going off to Melbourne to study......................................... we went down to BK and lots of pple from church were there..................................... at that point of time, i just didn't know what to do, i was struck by the reality that a once-close friend of mine was leaving....................................... at BK, i really wanted to have a brother-to-brother talk with josh, and yet i wanted him to spent this final moment of goodbyes with his closer friends.............................. i really didn't know what to do or what to say.......................... so in a distance, i looked at him and just wondered who i was to him................................... once, a close friend during the childhood.....................now, i don't know if it's the same.......................................and also, i really don't know what to do or say...........................emotions were high, but i just hid it all away, and yes, josh is a true friend at all times.......................he has made an impact in my life and i know that deep within my heart, he will alwaays remain a faithful friend of mine............................